DEAR ABBA

 Dear Abba,      Sometimes we must choose between a reason and an excuse. For instance, one reason for being late to a meeting can be inclement weather. An excuse for being late is forgetting to set an alarm. One is legitimate, and the other is careless. Life does not happen by chance. We must engage. We cannot settle on the perspective that Abba Yah is in control. We have control of more outcomes than we care to admit. We can ask ourselves: How vested are we in purpose and destiny?  What sacrifices are we willing to make?  Are we willing to put in the work?        If we are going to finish this fight of faith, then we must vow not to settle for part of the way.  A finished work occurs intrinsically. Afterwards, we see what was happening underneath. You can keep going if you don't quit. Why settle now when you have come this far? Many of us are on the brink of something sudden. Ruach is with us; however, He cannot do our part. Don't...

 Dear Abba ,      There is no path given to the believer to circumvent pain. There is one path through pain, grief, hardship, disappointment, and challenging circumstances. The path is named Through Street . It is inevitable for us to take hits to our emotions, mind, body, and relationships. Even attempts on our lives are included. We have one guarantee. The Most High is faithful through it all. We must learn to lean into His care and faithfulness toward us. Yes, we are troubled and stretched along the journey. However, our faith grows like a burgeoning muscle when we are intentional during the preparation and self-evaluation process. Since we need to reclaim our strength, the Bride of Christ needs to have purity, double oil, more power, and greater focus!      We receive the benefits of learning to trust in the ways and timing of The Most High. He will never betray our Emunah in Him. 5785/2025 has been tough for many. Some have marked the last ten ye...

  Dear Abba,      In my time of reflection, I love to recall the goodness of the Lord. Every believer should remind themselves of the 'nobody but Abba Yah' moments. Testimonies allow our minds and hearts to hold onto Abba's love for us and the goodness He displays. They are proof of the answers to our prayers. Churches need to find creative ways to allow time for testimonies during services and or Bible Study. We need documented evidence for healings, miracles, and divine intervention. Many new believers need encouragement for their faith journey. Testimonies provide the boost and overcoming power to provoke faith, trust, and belief that we are covered by The Most High. Despite the chaos all around us, there is goodness happening everywhere. Despite the rise in evil works, divine intervention is present for individuals and families. Believers should pray with confidence in knowing we are covered.       I read a book several months ago, and the ...

Dear Abba,      Redemption is a plan no one should live and die without experiencing. To become is a process denoting internal and external change. It is a development exercise years in the making for anyone looking to make the most of their life.  Recently, I watched a clip of a man stating his love for God. He further expressed his intention to be born again on his deathbed, as he did not want to live for God now. When he mentioned the freedom of choice we all have, I immediately thought about idolatry. Many individuals worship free will and freedom of choice.       This category of people includes those who confess they are born again. Believers choose to accept Yahushuah and enter a covenant with God, yet they do not embark on the journey to become who they were created to be. They refuse healing, deliverance, discipline, and discipleship. They merely exist among the community of believers like those in a village without becoming a vill...

Dear Abba,      Recently, I nearly took a bad tumble. There was a partially exposed large tree root beneath the leaves. As I tripped and began to fall forward, gratefully, the car was close enough for me to brace myself. I decided the near fall was a demonic attack. The warfare has been intense the past few months. I am not one to harp on demons and the activities of ha'satan. My focus is better served by thinking on the goodness and power of The Most High! Since that day, I watch my steps and remain in tune. If you are facing an onslaught of attacks or bumps in the road, don't let the enemy make you paranoid. Put him on the offensive by growing your prayer life, practicing intentional praise, engaging in spontaneous worship, and speaking the word of Yah out loud. Our voices are made for legislation. Confess and create your wins!      I was able to escape a nasty fall ending in a bad injury because of this routine and more. Make it a practice to examine you...

Dear Abba,      My heart is at peace when I rest knowing I am not on my own; Abba is a faithful Father. Intimacy with God has been my lifeline for the twists and turns on my journey of faith. Whenever I feel stalled or overly concerned about anything, I can feel Abba calling me closer to Him. Honestly, at times, I grapple with disappointment, which delays my answer to His calling. Have you been there? You just want life to stop spinning. You wish the issue didn't exist. You question why this is happening. Thankfully, this journey is a marathon, and our Gracious Father allows for times we are questioning and even resisting, not from rebellion, but learning to endure hardness is arduous.  I am holding space for anyone feeling the weight of waiting, the frustration brought on by delay, impatience from unanswered prayers, and the lack of details from The Most High.       The best way to handle these emotions are to be truthful about them and process t...

Dear Abba,      This time last year I was stressed out functioning at full throttle. Adrenaline, and tension were driving me forward. Sometimes life happens and we maintain abnormal velocities to keep pace.  From October 2024 until April 2025 I would experience the longest sprint of my life. I was one of the caregivers for our mother as she approached the ending of her health challenges. While our relationship was not without hardship; I loved and honored her flaws and all. I may make her famed sweet potato pie in her honor this year for the holidays. 👀 Nevertheless, I am moving through life focusing on my future.       Thankfully, I am much calmer these days and my body, mind, and nervous system are finding a safer rhythm for me to live and thrive. The Most High made us with the capacity to adjust. Ruach helps us to regulate our emotions.  Kislev/November is the time we acknowledge Caregivers.  Happy Caregivers Month!     ...