DEAR ABBA

 Dear Abba,      Sometimes we must choose between a reason and an excuse. For instance, one reason for being late to a meeting can be inclement weather. An excuse for being late is forgetting to set an alarm. One is legitimate, and the other is careless. Life does not happen by chance. We must engage. We cannot settle on the perspective that Abba Yah is in control. We have control of more outcomes than we care to admit. We can ask ourselves: How vested are we in purpose and destiny?  What sacrifices are we willing to make?  Are we willing to put in the work?        If we are going to finish this fight of faith, then we must vow not to settle for part of the way.  A finished work occurs intrinsically. Afterwards, we see what was happening underneath. You can keep going if you don't quit. Why settle now when you have come this far? Many of us are on the brink of something sudden. Ruach is with us; however, He cannot do our part. Don't...

 Dear Abba,      There is no path given to the believer to circumvent pain. There is one path through pain, grief, hardship, disappointment, and challenging circumstances. The path is named Through Street. It is inevitable for us to take hits to our emotions, mind, body, and relationships. Even attempts on our lives are included. We have one guarantee. The Most High is faithful through it all. We must learn to lean into His care and faithfulness toward us. Yes, we are troubled and stretched along the journey. However, our faith grows like a burgeoning muscle when we are intentional during the preparation and self-evaluation process. Since we need to reclaim our strength, the Bride of Christ needs to have purity, double oil, more power, and greater focus!      We receive the benefits of learning to trust in the ways and timing of The Most High. He will never betray our Emunah in Him. 5785/2025 has been tough for many. Some have marked the last ten years...

  Dear Abba,      In my time of reflection, I love to recall the goodness of the Lord. Every believer should remind themselves of the 'nobody but Abba Yah' moments. Testimonies allow our minds and hearts to hold onto Abba's love for us and the goodness He displays. They are proof of the answers to our prayers. Churches need to find creative ways to allow time for testimonies during services and or Bible Study. We need documented evidence for healings, miracles, and divine intervention. Many new believers need encouragement for their faith journey. Testimonies provide the boost and overcoming power to provoke faith, trust, and belief that we are covered by The Most High. Despite the chaos all around us, there is goodness happening everywhere. Despite the rise in evil works, divine intervention is present for individuals and families. Believers should pray with confidence in knowing we are covered.       I read a book several months ago, and the ...

Dear Abba,      Redemption is a plan no one should live and die without experiencing. To become is a process denoting internal and external change. It is a development exercise years in the making for anyone looking to make the most of their life.  Recently, I watched a clip of a man stating his love for God. He further expressed his intention to be born again on his deathbed, as he did not want to live for God now. When he mentioned the freedom of choice we all have, I immediately thought about idolatry. Many individuals worship free will and freedom of choice.       This category of people includes those who confess they are born again. Believers choose to accept Yahushuah and enter a covenant with God, yet they do not embark on the journey to become who they were created to be. They refuse healing, deliverance, discipline, and discipleship. They merely exist among the community of believers like those in a village without becoming a vill...

Dear Abba,      Recently, I nearly took a bad tumble. There was a partially exposed large tree root beneath the leaves. As I tripped and began to fall forward, gratefully, the car was close enough for me to brace myself. I decided the near fall was a demonic attack. The warfare has been intense the past few months. I am not one to harp on demons and the activities of ha'satan. My focus is better served by thinking on the goodness and power of The Most High! Since that day, I watch my steps and remain in tune. If you are facing an onslaught of attacks or bumps in the road, don't let the enemy make you paranoid. Put him on the offensive by growing your prayer life, practicing intentional praise, engaging in spontaneous worship, and speaking the word of Yah out loud. Our voices are made for legislation. Confess and create your wins!      I was able to escape a nasty fall ending in a bad injury because of this routine and more. Make it a practice to examine you...

Dear Abba,      My heart is at peace when I rest knowing I am not on my own; Abba is a faithful Father. Intimacy with God has been my lifeline for the twists and turns on my journey of faith. Whenever I feel stalled or overly concerned about anything, I can feel Abba calling me closer to Him. Honestly, at times, I grapple with disappointment, which delays my answer to His calling. Have you been there? You just want life to stop spinning. You wish the issue didn't exist. You question why this is happening. Thankfully, this journey is a marathon, and our Gracious Father allows for times we are questioning and even resisting, not from rebellion, but learning to endure hardness is arduous.  I am holding space for anyone feeling the weight of waiting, the frustration brought on by delay, impatience from unanswered prayers, and the lack of details from The Most High.       The best way to handle these emotions are to be truthful about them and process t...

Dear Abba,      This time last year I was stressed out functioning at full throttle. Adrenaline, and tension were driving me forward. Sometimes life happens and we maintain abnormal velocities to keep pace.  From October 2024 until April 2025 I would experience the longest sprint of my life. I was one of the caregivers for our mother as she approached the ending of her health challenges. While our relationship was not without hardship; I loved and honored her flaws and all. I may make her famed sweet potato pie in her honor this year for the holidays. 👀 Nevertheless, I am moving through life focusing on my future.       Thankfully, I am much calmer these days and my body, mind, and nervous system are finding a safer rhythm for me to live and thrive. The Most High made us with the capacity to adjust. Ruach helps us to regulate our emotions.  Kislev/November is the time we acknowledge Caregivers.  Happy Caregivers Month!     ...

 Dear Abba, The Government Shutdown and Believers       According to news outlets, There is a deal on the table. Democrats want a one year extension of Market place healthcare but Republicans do not. There is a stalemate! It is disconcerting to witness essential needs that are targeted and held out as leverage between the two parties. It is past time to put ego, pride, and chaos away. Our federal government is disappointing. Thankfully, the Government for Believers is on the shoulders of our living Savior and Messiah. We do not bow to the systems in the United States of America. We trust and obey The Most High.       The Government shut down has presented the Church with an opportunity to show up! Many churches, groups of believers, and Faith based businesses and organizations have taken the "baton" and are doing a great job to supply resources for those in need. We are doing what we were meant to do; serve, supply, and evangelize. May we increase and ...

  Dear Abba,      My hand in your hand enables me to continue this journey of faith! Ruach has led me through rough terrain over the course of three-plus months. I am forever grateful You are with me, You got me, and You are backing me. Trusting You is an adventure. I experience calm delight the more I shed my fears and concerns to allow myself to free fall into your loving arms. You are trustworthy! Thank you, Abba Yah.        All of us can attest to nail-biting difficulties. May we all experience intimacy with great measure with Abba and a boost in our resolve to trust in His love and goodness!      If we are honest, we know we can trust the Father with every care. The trust endeavor trips us when we do not know when and how He will show up for us. The details challenge us. It is a fight to resist wanting to know what Abba does not share with us. I decided this most recent round of circumstances that I would not bow to them and al...

  Dear Abba,       Some employees are in customer-facing roles in their jobs and they do not like working with the general public . I have had my issues with the public across several industries including ministry. Employees have valid reasons for disliking their jobs. They also have unreasonable expectations from working with the general public.       For example, customers will make requests according to their preferences for the products and services offered by the company . The workers facilitating the order may feel like the customer is taking something from them as they fulfill an order. They may feel more is required of them than what is received from their role .   An employee may feel a lack of appreciation depending on the interaction between the customers . The transaction can be taken personally by the employee . The truth is, the worker is doing a job they are paid to do . They are accomplishing their w...

  Dear Abba,      It is apparent to most of us that the best and worst are happening simultaneously. This is a new norm around the world. We have mixtures of war, peace, grief, joy, fair and stormy weather, and disasters of various sorts. However, our hope and trust is in You. We know you are good and   "You crown the year with your goodness."  (Psalm 65:11) The Best and the Worst of Times: What is the position of every believer?       Many of us like the statement, "God controls everything." There is no denying Abba Yah's sovereignty. We respect it. There is truth to us having control and Abba Yah gaining access in the circumstances. When Yahshuah would teach the disciples to pray, significant words from the prayer confirm my point.  "Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven."  (Matt 6:10)  In other words, our prayers of faith aligning with the will of Abba Yah "invite" Him into our situation. We ha...